Assalamualaikum w.b.t . :)
Ok ok . Since everyone is posting about feelings, perasaan , cinta , yada yada at their own blogs , I think I wanna do it too . Eh , it’s not copying lah . -.- It’s not kan ?
And , this time , I wanna post it in English . Don’t mind lah if I need to open the dictionary to find words . Don’t mind lah if the English tunggang langgang . At least , I’m trying ! :) As Ibu said “Your English , Najmi has became worse
Tingling feeling . Is that what you got when you saw your crush , your significant half , your only love , your all ? That’s how I felt . Ok ok . You can say it’s cliché or lame . I don’t care . Allah s.w.t has said in His love letters compilations that , “And of every thing We have created pairs: That ye may receive instruction.” . Allah has created us in pairs . So, don’t ever worry . We’ll find our halves . We will . InshaAllah . But , it’s not wrong to have ‘that’ kind of feelings towards our opposite sex . It’s natural . It’s what-they-call ‘hukum alam’ . It’s our nature to feel attracted to our opposite sex . It’s normal . Like they said “It’s a sin to hate , but it’s not a sin to love.”
But , that obsessive attraction that we have to be careful of . It is a sin to be in love with our non-mahram if it makes us neglect Him , our creator . It is a sin if the love encourage zinaa as Allah s.w.t has said , “Nor come nigh to zinaa: for it is a shameful (deed) and an evil way.” . See (?!)
As for me , it’s not a crime for us to fall in love as we don’t forget our obligation towards Allah s.w.t . But , for kids , ok , teens like us , the-so-called love will just last for 2 years , a year , a month or maybe just a week ? Trust me , it’s just a brief . Like Aina Nadhirah told me when we was in form 2 , “A crush is just like wind , it comes and go” . Thanks Aina . :)
So , just let it be . Like me , I’ve been experiencing like hundreds of crushes . Some are longer than others, though . But now , I think I’ll just let Him knows who am I in love with . It will just be between Allah s.w.t and me . So , don’t bother to ask , ok ? ;D Just have to pray night and day . InshaAllah .
Ok . That’s enough . Penat aku menaip .
p/s : Ok tak English aku ? Hmmpph , macam ada orang baca je . -.- HAHA . Ok ok . Lelah oh post in English . Dah la my English is not as good as Huda’s or Rania’s or Aiza’s or even Aina’s . But , ok lah . Untuk starting
Assalamualaikum . Till then .