Can you feel the heat ?
Woaa , I definitely can . Oh Goshh , it is just like hot banana fritters ! Hot ! Hot !
Yeah , it's not the ultimate end if i don't get the GREAT result . But , as a very very good girl , I want them - my family , friends , yada yada , all of them la - to be proud , to be happy . For them to carves smiles on their face only by seeing my dayuumn beautiful face . Haha . Can right ? Right ?
I've heard this kind of advice millions times before , 'Didn't matter how much A's you got , as long you had been trying hard all this while .' Hell yeah , it DID matter . Yeah , it's 'Ain't about how fast I get there , ain't about what's waiting on the other side . It's the climb .' But , it's not a fault to have aims , targets in lives kan ? For me , just let me wallow in myself pity if i couldn't reach my target . That's my definition of encouragement not to fail again . :)
Next time , when you see me failed seizing , achieving my targets , don't comfort me by saying it doesn't matter , okay ? As for me , it really really DOES matter . ;) That's me . It's me . Can't change who I am . For I am what I am .
P/S: I do not live this life to fill your expectations . I lived to fill mine and my beloved ones' . Not you . Not even you , back there . Unless , you're my beloved ones la . ;)
This entry sounds serious kan ? Haha . Yes , hell I am serious . Cuak woo . O.O
